And so, starting at 10 years old, it's kind of like exiled in some different ways from these home school communities. It was very much the problem. Like, in home school homecoming for instance, they voted people certain things for the year. Like, you know, you're gonna be the most successful, I was voted most likely to go to jail. Which led to just like an entire childhood of, I guess you could call it ideological loneliness.