Sunday, Mar 13, 2022 • 9min

The true cost of financial dependence

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Accountant Estelle Gibson offers actionable advice on finding greater financial independence. This talk was filmed at TEDxDayton. All TEDx events are organized independently by volunteers in the spirit of TED's mission of ideas worth spreading. To learn more about TEDxSHORTS, the TEDx program, or give feedback on this episode, please visit http://go.ted.com/tedxshorts http://go.ted.com/tedxshorts Follow TEDx on Twitter: https://twitter.com/TEDx https://twitter.com/TEDx Follow TEDx on Instagram: https://www.instagram.com/tedx_official https://www.instagram.com/tedx_official

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A quick new idea, daily, from the world's greatest

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Talks. I'm your host

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, and this is

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00:16

Giving up control of your finances voluntarily or otherwise, can leave you powerless and, in some cases, confined to a cycle of abuse.

00:27

In this personal talk, accountant, Estelle Gibson shares her own story of recovering from financial dependence, and provides actionable advice to empower others who desire the freedom that comes with being responsible for your own

money

Estelle Gibson

00:44

I grew up in a family where my father managed all of the

money

. But for some reason, when I was eight or nine years old, he started showing me things about

money

. We would sit at the kitchen table, and he'd show me all the bank books.

00:56

Now, that was back in the day before the internet, when we used to have little books that we used to keep our information in. And he would show me how he saved in these accounts, and he'd pay bills out of these. And every time he would show me something about

money

, he would end by saying, "And don't you tell your mother."

01:15

Now, to this day, I really don't know why he said that, but what I do know is, to that eight-year-old girl sitting at the kitchen table, it meant, "Don't say a word." Years later, when I got my first job, my father said, "You'll bring me your check, and I'll put it in the bank for you." But because of what he had taught me years before, I said, "I'd like my bank book." And to my surprise, he gave it to me. Right then, at 16 years old, I began managing my own

money

01:47

I went on to college and then to start my new career as a CPA, but now, with students loans, getting an apartment and a new job, I began the roller-coaster ride of accumulating debt, paying it off and accumulating more. Many years later, after getting married, I went through an unexpected divorce, and I was left with a house I couldn't afford and bills I couldn't pay.

02:10

You might be wondering, "How does that happen to someone that's educated and skilled at managing people's

money

?" I had reverted back to what I learned growing up, that one person managed all the

money

. I had handed over my financial power, and I had become financially dependent.

02:29

Financial dependency is when someone is

dependent

on a person, a job or a situation for

money

, and they feel trapped. People fall into two categories,

dependent

with choice and

dependent

without a choice.

02:42

Someone is

dependent

with choice when they hand over their financial power and their participation. It can happen in personal or business relationships when one person doesn't want to be involved with the

money

, so they hand over the responsibility to a spouse, a partner or a professional, like an accountant or a manager.

03:02

This was my situation. I spent all day long managing other people's

money

, so I was relieved that my husband was interested and good at managing ours. I was free. For the first time since that first job at 16 years old, I didn't have to be responsible for managing my

money

. But what I failed to realize was what felt like freedom was really, dependency. My mistake is that I didn't stay involved or understand what was going on with our

money

03:31

You may have experienced this yourself, or you may have heard stories of celebrities or professional athletes that have relied on family, friends and others to manage their

money

, and they are left broke, bankrupt and betrayed because they made the choice to hand over their financial power.

03:48

Someone that's

dependent

without a choice feels trapped because of their financial situation. They can be in a job or career where they're unhappy or being harassed but they can't afford to leave. Or, someone that's had to move in with family and friends because they've had an illness or gone through a divorce or experienced a tragedy, and now they're financially

dependent

on others. And how many of us know someone that has an elderly parent or a relative that can no longer take care of themselves, and they're left to rely on others, sometimes handing over their homes, their

money

and other assets.

04:27

Another type of dependency without a choice is financial abuse. Financial abuse is a pattern of abusive behavior used to control and intimidate a partner. Victims are in a relationship, and the other person has power over them, because they don't have access to

money

, information or the resources and support they need to leave.

04:53

The

Allstate Foundation

has a program called the Purple Purse that helps victims of domestic violence through financial empowerment. They report that 99 percent, in 99 out of one hundred domestic violence cases, financial abuse helps keep victims trapped in their relationship.

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The Purple Purse has coined financial abuse "the invisible weapon," because visible abuse leaves bruises and scars but financial abuse doesn't. Financial abuse and financial dependency leave emotional scars that you can't see. They include hopelessness, guilt, shame, depression, lack of confidence and self-esteem. Financial dependency is also invisible, because no one's talking about it. Why? Because no one wants to show their emotional scars, and because we're taught in our homes, on our jobs and in our community not to talk about

money

05:54

So many people that I talk to about this issue, they can relate and they have a story, but they're not telling anyone their story. When I was told at the kitchen table, "Don't you tell," I never told anyone. It's even hard for me right now to break that rule that I learned so long ago.

06:15

So, what can I do? What can you do? What can we all do to disarm this invisible weapon? We can solve three problems. The first problem is lack of awareness, because knowing about

money

and having

money

aren't always the solution. In my situation, I was educated and experienced in managing

money

, but that didn't stop me from becoming financially dependent. Why? Because of the beliefs and experiences I had growing up: one person manages all the

money

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After my divorce, I had to rebuild my life, financially and emotionally. So I took every self-development course and I read every self-help book I could find. And that's when I began to understand the dynamics of the family I grew up in and how they played a role in me handing over my financial power. When you become aware of your inner bruises and scars, you can begin to break free from financial dependency.