Yeah, it's kind of like an arthouse cliche, you know, it's like there's certain films that come out once in a while or I'll see the occasional arthouse film where it's like, oh, like you're kind of high on the fact that you're just so freaking dark, you know, like everything is as dark and as almost like obscenely, just awful as possible and that is considered art and I think I'm okay with feel bad movies and really dark movies but I have to have some in that makes me care so that when the darkness comes, like I'm with the characters and I'm like feeling that tension but otherwise I'm just kind of watching from a distance just like okay yeah, this is all going to be bad, it's going to continue to be bad, it's gonna get worse, it's gonna get even worse and it's gonna be over, who cares?